|boy|

dear boy....

i want u but i don't want u..

i luv u but i hate u..

i want u to call me but i don't want to talk to u..

i want u to text me but i don't want to reply..

in conclusion...i cannot describe how i feel..but all i know....u just make me angry, sad, tensed, furious and annoyed...just give me some time...i need to calm down...chill....relax....

i feel like i want to cry....

i feel like i need your shoulder to lean on...

i feel like i'm crazy...

i feel like i'm selfish and stubborn...

i feel like i'm a stupid girl for doing this to u...

u don't understand me...so do i....

p/s: kisah benar..