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hehe....waa...da lame racenye xupdate blog nih..cian die...sy cgt bz n pokus pd ctudy sy...ekeke...lg 2 paper je....gambatte ainazu chan...wink2...hehe....lps abih final exam, sy akn merajinkn dri sy mem'blogwalking'....sy taw, tade sape yg kicahkn kedatangan sy ke blog diowg tp sy cuke bjalan2....hehe...sy bru lik dr MC ng rumate sy, syira....ktowg g jejalan carik beg plastik yg becar tuh utk buh brg2...hehehe...pastu kami bli each a cup...chocolate ice blended...cedapnyeeee...hehehe....pastu dlm bas, sy pn tpkir utk mengupdate blog sy..........sy ingtkn tanak update cmpy abih final...tp..sy rce...sy amat memerlukan mr bloggy sy...sy kecedihan....

entry kali ni pcl bdk garang sy...hehe...kenape????hmm...die da pegi meninggalkn sy utk 3 MINGGU...!!!lame kn???die da g practical kat platform....offshore...ape2 je lah...tp yg pasti, die da pegi...sy rce, sy sunyi lak wlaupun kami ni bukannye clalu message atau calling2....tp ckurang2nye sy taw die ade...ni da g platform, cmne nk contact...mcmane sy nk taw die cihat ke x, da mkn ke x, da mandi ke x......sy da la abih final 30hb...mai pn da balik..nnt syira plak balik dlu...farah pn balik cb paper die abih awal...sy keseorangan..........ape sy nk wat...3 mggu tuh...3 kali sabtu....die kate, 17hb bru die lik main land lik...sy pn da lik umah mase 3hb nnt...tp, ctill...sy rce sunyi die tade...mct korg pn alami bnde ni kn......sy pasti akn merindui lawak die yg tah pape tuh...die mct akn hepykn sy kalu sy tgh cdey...objektif die nk bg sy gelak je...hehe...kcian die kene tahan ng perangai sy yg tah pape nih....sy ni emosi kurang ctabil...ekeke...die cntiace memahami.....time kacih kt die....

cmlm kami message...die da kaye cb da topup...hehehe...pastu cmlm jugak, mud sy tade...cbnye, mengingatkn die nk pegi pagi nnt....die nk call sy tp xjd cb die taw sy tade mud...klu sy tade mud, sy tanak becakap...hehe...tp hakikatnye, sy cgt2 nk becakap ng die...da lame sy xborak ng die cb ncet die ocak...tp cblum die tdo, die call jgk..die pnjam ncet member die...sy tharu cbnrnye.....sy cdey mase tgh ckp ng die...sy mengalirkn air mate walaupn sy tanak...sy rase die tataw...sy cdey mengenangkn nnt sy xdpt ckp ng die utk 3 mggu...mmg la 3 mggu tu kejap, tp sy xpnah lame2 bpicah ng die...die cntiace ade utk sy....(even ckrg pn da bgenang air mate....)...sy rindu die da....malunye sy...hikhik...kami borak cm biace tp die da mengantuk cgt, jd kurgla ckpnye...sy suh die tdo, die nk tggu cmpy kul 3....sy pn bnyk diam...sy mcm tataw nk ckp ape ng die....susahnye sy nk lepaskn die....last ckali cblum letak..die bg pesanan...:

• jage diri baik-baik...(ni mmg ayat kebiasaan die)
• jgn mandi lewat2 mlm...mandi ptg...(sy cke mandi tgh2 mlm...eheh)
• jgn cari pakwe lain....(hehe...)

pak we lain???hehe....i don't even have one..ok la, officially tade...tp sy ade die...hehe..ape la ain mengarut neh...eheheh....pastu die ckp, pagi nnt cblum die pagi die nk call lg...lepas letak, sy menangis lg....bnyk plak air mate nih...ish...ain kene kuat!!!!...sy pn g cuci muke...sy ingtkn tanak tido cb nk tggu die call dlm 6 lebih...sy pn ctudy numerical methods tp dlm 5.30 pagi sy pn baring2 atas katil..ttbe tlelap tp sy tjage dlm pkul 7...tade pn call dr die...sy anta mcg kt die..kot2 die xbgun g...dlm 10 mnit pastu die pn call...dpt la ckp ckejap.....pagi ni mud lebih ceria cb die da xmgantuk tp sy plak yg mengantuk...ehhe...sy xrace cdey cgt da....sy xmenangis pn....sy rce gembire cb suare die cgt gembire...mct die da xsabar nk g cne kn...lps tu, cblum letak...die pecan lg jage diri baik2....yes, i will....pastu sy pn anta mcg kt die...

"cepat2 balik ye...."

pastu dlm 2,3 mcg..die call lg...die da rindu la tu...hehe..die ckp, lps die letak ni, da xyah da anta mcg cb die nk cmpan ncet tuh..die da nk pegi....sy pn phm...sy kene tggu lg 3 mggu....lepas tuh, die pn letak...sy pn bpikir2 seketika...sy xmenangis pn......lepas tuh, sy cmbung tido....sy cmpt record suare die ckit...kot2 rndu...leh dgr suare die...ehehe...

ckrg, sy da mule rindu die...ish ain nih!!!syoh2...g main jauh2...hehe...giler kn??hehe...syira ckp 3 mggu tu kejap je....tp sy race, ari ni nk abih ctu ari pn lame....mcmane nk tggu 3 mggu???sy xsabar nk tggu die lik....ape la agknye reaksi sy bile die lik....hikhik....can't imagine yet....hehe....

ckup kot dlu utk kali ni....sy race da lega ckit.....maceh mr bloggy...cntiace ade utk sy....jom kite layan lady antebellum - need you now......

and i wonder if i ever cross ur mind

for me it happens all the time

it's a quarter after one

i'm all alone and i need u now

said i wouldn't call but i've lost all control

and i need u now

and i don't know how i can do without

i just need u now....

cepat lik ye encik epul...sy tggu...hehehe..wink2!!..o_O

daaa...

ciao....