good day

assalamualaikum & hye people.

rise and shine peeps...let's start our day with a  smile and have a yummy breakfast...make new friends and live life to the fullest..meet my new friend..

 

hello.my name is tom.=D

have a good day friends...

p/s: yesterday and today got no class..more than happy...hihi..^_^

love,

ainAzmi.

weehhooooooo!!!

assalamualaikum.=D

 

these are two items i bought this week...hehe...no regrets at all..=D

p/s:  i don't know what should i write in the 'title' section...that words just came up in my mind..hehe..

love,
ainAzmi

it's been a while

hellllloooooo...=D

i've been busy (busy la sgt) with my group projects and FYP for the past two weeks...got not time to blabber here..hikhik...so, i just bought myself a kerusi malas...reason???for my FYP...hehe....now, i have a kerusi to sit on and bermalas-malasan...hehe....tu je kot for now...i'm going to buy a bicycle plak..nk kuar da la ni tp ujan plak...kuar ng myn and apan...kacau diorg dating...k, till then..tata....eh, myn pn nak beli basikal gak...ehehe..

me and my crazy sister

love,

ainAzmi.

|u melt my heart|

boyfie of the month

adam levine...hehehe....^_^

love,

ainAzmi

|wedding reception|

assalamualaikum..

today is very tiring but surprisingly, i still haven't sleep yet....hoho...as i mentioned yesterday, i went to seremban for a kenduri....the wedding reception is for abg fadzly and kak aimi...they had nikah in march if i'm not mistaken..back then, kak aimi hasn't finished her master yet...they decided to do the receptions after she finish her studies....

alhamdulillah everything went well and selamat pengantin baru to the couple....and the food...OMG...very the sedap.....hehe...

love,

ainAzmi

|happy time|

assalamualaikum...

malam semalam, kelas sy wat bbq kat tasik ayer keroh...we needed to pay RM10 and we can eat all the foods...as much as we want..hehe....ade bihun goreng, ayam ng ikan bakar, sate Fendi (die ade jual sate) ng sausage...ari plak, ribenaaaaaaa ng milo...hehe...i had so much fun...tp sy mkn sate je 5 cucuk ng ayam sikit ng ikan sikit...bihun tu pedas, g pun xde selera..perut da penuh angin kot..tp ade bnyk jajannnnnnnnn.....me n my housemates kutip bnyk2 pastu sorok..hehe...ade kopok durian tuh (my favourite), ade choco chip ade power ring pastu ade kcang...hehe...sonok2...last skali, tgkap gmbar rmy2....dlm pkul 11 pm abih...tp kitorg xlik terus..jaja bwk ktorg g jejalan, tgk hotel bru bukak kt bndar hilir tuh...satu mlm RM800...mahal siot...xpela x g duk sane pn..hehe..pastu spjg perjalanan tuh, ktorg berlima menyanyi je..sume lagu nyanyi..kepala die kak ti ng myn...hehehe...pastu nmpk plak ade funfair kt are masjid selat...trus bhenti...mule2 naik ali baba ng reyha..die nk naik sgt, sy teman la..ktorg bdua je yg nek bnde tu pastu die pusing2....huiyooo...cooooool gile bile trun...haha...pastu jaja nk nek space shuttle, sy ng reyha teman die...yg tu pening sket sb die asyik back and forth...pastu jalan2 jap bg jaja btenang..then balik...hohoho..otw balik pn nyanyi2 lg..hehe...

k la..tu je cite smlm.ni tgh tggu ibu dtg nk g seremban..ade knduri sok...tata...

love,
ainAzmi.

|perjumpaan ng PA|

hello...

last post before i go to bed....we had 'perjumpaan dgn PA' at dewan besar kampus induk UTeM....all of us wore baju kurung..haha...hehe...sume cantik ok....then, at 10.30 baru dpt makan...haiya....reyha siap smpt tido kt surau...hehehe..since i'm very sleepy..i'll just post the pic for today k??gud nite...sleep tight...

 myn ckp die gedik...hehhe

love,

ainAzmi

|sorry|

Sorry - Buckcherry

 

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!

|Tuesday|

assalamualaikum.

i hate the way i end my Tuesday..when we had a fight, always turned out that i'm the one at fault and i am so ego to admit it..in the end, he'll be the one who apologized first..

i'm sorry for what i've done...

love,

ainAzmi.

|dinner|

assalamualaikum.

we had our dinner at malim around 9 pm...watched supermak and continued with the eye, but watch for about half an hour je...time to go home.....eeeee....scaaaarrrryyyy la that movie....got many hantu hantu.....muahahahahaha...ouh, i didn't finish my mee goreng...got no selera la....tomorrow, fasting lagi..me with reyha n jaja n kak ti...myn??she had completed qadha'ing' her puasa...so, chill y'all..have a nice day tomorrow..

gud nite peeps...sweet dreams...

love,
ainAzmi.

|raining|

hello...

me and reyha continue fasting today...for break fast, we had keropok lekor and papaya...and ribena...hehe... we decided, after my bahasa arab class, we will go to malim to eat with the rest of our housemates...but, sadly, it is raining heavily, now at ayer  keroh....due to the rain, me n kak ti had to cancel ourselves from the class...hihi...right now, we still haven;t decided yet when we are going to eat...and suddenly, i imagined domino's pizza..hahaha...*sengal...

 

love,
ainAzmi

|let's eat|

23rd September 2011, Umbai.

 

thank you for the food...*burp*..alhamdulillah...

love,

ainAzmi.

|Sunday|

A woman whose smile is open and whose expression is glad has a kind of beauty no matter what she wears. 

-Anne Roiphe-

[the shots]

as i promised last night, i'm going to post few of the pictures taken during the openhouse session...i stole the pictures from myn's fb album...haha...too bad that reyha is not here with us..

   

  

 

love,

ainAzmi

new member of the bed society

The bed society already has 9 members which are:

1. Dollah

2. Blue

3. Mr. Moo

4. Tipah

5. Stripey

6. Greeny

7. Mr Pillow 1

8. Mr Pillow 2

9. Blanket

should i or shouldn't i post every picture of them???hmmmm...no need lah...hihi...on the 23rd September 2011..a new member has registered in this society and became the 10th member...all of the former member welcomed her....

*drum roll*

presenting...the 10th member of the society..tadaaa...

i haven't decided her name yet...i wanted to call her smurfy but then kak ti and  myn said 'berbelit lidah nk sebut'..haha...so i'm still considering few names that can be called easily and not ber'belit'ing anyone's lidah...

thanx to incik bdk garang...my society grew bigger and bigger...hehe...

love,

ainAzmi

|the invitations|

hello there..

with all the invitation of openhouse for hari raya makes me feel like i'm a famous person...*haha...

not that soooooooooooooooo many la but only 2 invitations...jebey's and farah's openhouse....jebey is my classmate while farah is u know who la...hehe...at 12 noon, 4 cars convoyed from petronas mitc to masjid tanah, which is to jebey's house.....me, jaja, kak ti, myn and azie wear baju kurung ok..weeee....about an hour later, we safely arrived at the house and straight to the meja makan...menu for the day was mee hailam...got fried chicken also...i only ate the ayam goreng and myn did actualy feeds me with the mee...but only few suap...my stomach is not feeling very well...around 2 pm, all 5 of us departed from jebey's house to farah's house...the menu was nasik lemak...me got myself kepala lemang 2 slices and nasik lemak and ayam goreng brempah...at 3.40p.m, we went back home...so tired la today and after isyak, around 8.30 pm we went to farah's house again...menu for tonight was laksa nyonya...i got myself lemang again and ayam goreng berempah again and brownies and cupcakes...hehehe...there are pictures for both events but the pictures were taken using myn's camera...so, we have to wait until she transfers all the pictures...ok???

guess, that's all for tonight...i'm very tired and sleepy...gudnite all....

with love,

ainAzmi.

|Saturday|

Capture of the day

I believe happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles.
- Audrey Hepburn - 

Love,

ainAzmi

|Redang Trip 2011|

assalamualaikum..n hello there..=)

me n my housemates went to redang from 15th - 17th September 2011...the 3d2n trip was amazing and will never be forgotten..a bit (A LOT) late to tell the whole story...few pics of me n my friends..=)
 

 

   

 

tata..=)

|kecurian|

Salam...hello peeps...

Jumaat lepas. dlm pukul 10 pagi, myn call sy...myn nih org petame yg balik ke umah sewa kami kt melaka...sy pn angkatla...myn bgtaw, rumah kami kene masuk pencurik....mmg terkejut la sb mase tgh2 puase sy ade balik umah tu, time tuh alhamdulillah tade pape lg...mungkin pecah masuk ni baru je blaku...pintu xkene kopak pn dan kemungkinan, pencurik nih ade kunci padlock ktorg...sb die leh kunci lik padlock tu...pintu kayu xbekunci dan grill tu die selak kat bawah je..brg yg myn dpt detect ilang time tuh peti ais (farah), printer (myn) ng rice cooker (Kak ti)...aduss...da la Sabtu nk balik, bnde cmnih plak tjadi..sy pn call kak ti bgtaw psl nih..kak ti kate nnt die inform uncle goh..then sy trus call farah, mitak maaf sb peti ais die ilang....tapi pencurik nih, die xmasuk dlm blik tido..die amik brg2 yg ade kat hall and dapur je...water heater xplak die amik...iron ade, helmet due bijik...kami assume, die amik brg yg die perlukan je...

ari ni sume da balik..kami pn bkumpul la bsembang..bru la pasan, ade lg brg yg ilang...reyha pny storage box ng kotak penuh stationary die ilang..pastu die kate, racket die xde jgk...sy pn g la check racket sy ng kak ti...HILANG jugak...ng shuttlecock skali die kebas..pastu myn punye stationaries yg die da smpan 5 taun pun kene amik...diorg selongkar satu2 beg plastik ktorg kt luar nih...pastu suh jaja check kasut2 die, 2 pasang ilang...ktorg pn wat la andaian and profile pencurik nih..

PROFILE: The Pencuriks
* more than 1 person
* probably students - sb curik stationaries myn n reyha...
* probably jugak girls - sb kerja die cermat..klu laki msti da pecah masuk bilik n kebas helmet...da la tu curik kasut..pmpuan nih...
* probably jugak previous penyewa umah nih - sb diorg mungkin ade kunci umah ni and previous penyewa nih pempuan...dan mungkin jugak yg previous2 punye penyewa...

LIST brg2 yg hilang:
1. Peti ais (farah punye)
2. Printer (myn)
3. Rice cooker (kak ti)
4. Racket badminton 4 (reyha, jaja, kak ti n ain)
5. Storage box (reyha)
6. Alat2 tulis yg bnyk (myn ng reyha)
7. Kasut 2 pasang (jaja)
8. Cooling pad (reyha)

rasenye, stakat ni dlu brg2 yg dapat dikenalpasti..kang bile carik xjumpe, kene curik la tuh...hehe....myn da beli padlock baru...berharap sangat kejadian cmnih xberlaku lg...kesian kat kami and mangsa2 kecurian yg lain..diorg nih xbhati perut la merampas hak org lain...hal nih, biarlah menjadi urusan antara mereka ng Allah S.W.T.

nk besiap pi kelas plak..till then,

tata...

kalau anda xperasan.

salam..hye...=)

in case kalau anda sume xperasan..shoutbox sy da berubah ke bahagian tepi...lg satu pembaharuan...*winkwink....nk kene adjust balik tuh sb microphone sy tak nampak...ngehehe....

ok, ni je takat ni...nk g jemur baju plak...tata for now..(TTFN)...

love,

ainazmi..

Positif

hye!!!!

alhamdulillah..sy dpt feedback yg positif setelah blog sy berubah wajah...yg plg best, ade kwn sy jeles...hehehe....

insyaallah..sy akan wat perubahan lg...seronok rupenye wat bnde nih....

till next time, hepy puasa n hepy raya...

assalamualaikum...tata..

New Look. New Hopes.

Hello peeps...

Salam Ramadhan to all....=)

I've been away for so long and i will not lie that i did miss blogging...But i made promise to my self that i want to change the look first before i start blogging again..hehe..

Weee...Hope you all like it...I will start blogging..Soon..I hope...hehe...

Assalamualaikum. Tata.

[away from bloggy]

assalamualaikum..hye peeps...!!

da lame rasenye xupdate sejak start internship nih..mlm tdo awal..siang lak kije...xde mase plak nk update blog....laptop pn da jarang on...time cuti cmni la bru de kesempatan nk update...ok...kije best..semua friendly..sume best...exciting activities and adventurous...i got the chance to climbed up on a RTG and also a water tank...water tank yg besar bulat tuh....very the tinggi...the RTG also very the tinggi...alhamdulillah sy xgayat...hehe..ohoho..i also got to get on a boat...bot polis laut la...g tgh laut n pusing2 kat tgh laut...(da mcm g bercuti)...hehe...tgk kapal besar2 atas laut tuh...sgt exciting kalau dpt pegi site...hehe..alhamdulillah...rezeki sy...hehe...so, enough with my internship...papehal, nnt tambah lg...quick update je..hehe

sebelum sy berhenti...sy nk mengingatkan diri sy sendiri..kita xsemestinya sentiasa betul...dan kita ada kalanya membuat salah tanpa kita sedari....dan xsemua org suke kite...kalau ade org mempersoalkan, "ckp kat diri sendiri ke??"...ye..sy mmg mengingatkan diri sy dan sy nk tny org yg mempersoalkan tuh balik, "da cermin diri sendiri ke?"...sy cuba untuk taknak menjadikan blog sy medan utk org syak wasangka dan fikir kita akan mengata dia...org lain nk tulis apa, biarkan..tu hak dia...kita xpayahla nk mempersoalkan kenapa die wat mcm tuh...

that's all for tonight...cwit drims my friends.....

ain_az

[i'm a year older]

assalamualaikum...hye peeps!!

hehe...3.5.2011, sy genap 22 tahun...*wink wink*....OMG..da dewase ouh...hehe....

semalam supper tuh kire celebrate birthday sy..ok..ni first time birthday sy, sy still kat melaka..sb selalunye, mesti da balik bercuti...so, dengan rela hatinye sy membenarkan kawan2 sy baling tepung kt sy...tapi mestilah diowg xbuat...hehehe...tp sy cukup berterime kasih kepade kak ti n myn sebab diowg tembak sy ng bedak..sorg pky bedak anakku, sorg g bedak baby johnson..hehe..wangi bilik dan baju sy...warna putih mengcover kebanyakkan barang dlm bilik sy..hehe...thanx ye kawan2....alhamdulillah..megi yg sy wat tu cdap [perasan kan]...teh o yg myn wat pn cdap...hehe...

so, ari ni sy duk umah diam2 jek...ingt nk g jejalan tp xjadi sebab melaka hujan ari ni...*yeay*..kurang panas tapi baju2 yg basuh lmbat nk kering..hehe...sy tgk muvie ptg td..waiting for forever..aww...sgt cedih citenye...awal2 cite pn sy da nangis...cedih2...xsggup nk tgk kali kedua...ehehe..sy kn berjiwa cencitip cket...hehe....tp cite tuh best...hehe...=)

pastu dinner, makan ng cik farah n myn...kak ti g exam...kami mkn kat windmill...alhamdulillah...kenyang..hohoho..then bwk farah g klinik sb die celcema..hehe...

balik umah, kak ti xbalik g...die g mkn ng bobby ng jebey n fendi...then diowg call, ajak lepak mnum sb nk celebrate birthday sy..hehe...sy terharu la jugak...heheh...g makan kt asam pedas claypot, kota laksamana...makan roti pisang n air milo suam...pastu, kami pn pulang sb bobby n jebey nk tgk real madrid lwn barca....hehe....

overall, sy hepy ari ni..mengemas umah...tgk muvie...makan kenyang...jln2....hehe...skang, sy mungkin xtido sampai la balik nnt...sb kalau tido skang, tkut xbangun plak...hehe..bas sy kul 9.30 pagi...kak ti n myn...jadi nnt kami berpisah di pintu bas masing2...hehe...bnyk gak la brg nk bwk balik neh..haish..cmne la nih...ng anak2 sy lg....anak da la sampai 2ekor...hehe...selamat tinggal melaka utk 4bulan...kite jumpe sem dpn...=)

k la..stop cni dulu...papehal, sy update g....makin nervous semakin menghampiri hari nak praktikal..tah pape je kn..hikhik..

k..tata...

[supper]

hepy morning peeps!!!..

  

before

 after

i cooked the maggie goreng...abihkan megi reyha...teh o tuh myn yg wat...kak ti tukang mkn buah2 atas tart tuh...hehe...

tata...nite2 all...cwit drims and hepy tuesday....=)

[mengira duit dalam tabung]

hye..=)

ptg semalam sy mengire duit dalam tabung...alhamdulillah...bnyk la jugak..tp xsmpai target..hehe....

mr. boba saye da ringan..nmpk lebih ramping kan..hehe...

boba stands for bontot lebar...farah yg bg tabung nih taun lepas...sem depan sy akan gigih menabung lg...hehe....tata...

|me and him|

assalamualaikum n gud morning people!!!!

yesterday which is saturday...i went out with one of my bestest friend ever...this is his final semester and i think after this, it is hard for us to hang out again..one thing for sure, i will come to his wedding...no matter what...hehe...

i'm so so so starving when i got into his car but...we only had our dinner at 9.00pm...hehe...my stomach made so much noise but thankfully...he didn't hear it...hehe...die belanje makan...treat for my birthday...=)

we also watched a movie...thor...nice and fun...xrugi la kalau tgk...definitely there will be thor 2...hehe...

pastu, die hantar sy pulang...thanx...u really made my day...

and i can't believe that i am sooooooo talkative...non-stop talking...mesti telinga die penat dengar sy membebel...hehe...

just want to share my happy day...he is one of a kind...sorry girls..!!he's taken....his fiancee' is one very lucky girl..

tata...

|sem 6 is officially over|

hello people..=)

sementara tunggu subuh nih....kite bercerite k...hehe

alhamdulillah...yesterday (saturday) was the final day for my final exams...amin...=)...it's time for partaayyy...!!

hehe....tadela...never been to any party before...hehe...ouh ya....tomorrow i'm going out with my lovely kak ti...nak beli tiket bas..me, myn n kak ti have decided to balik on wednesday...after kak ti's last paper...(C++)....hoho..creepy ouh subject tuh..but not to worry...kak ti confirm dapat A..hehhe

what else to tell ya??

my first day of internship at Pelabuhan Tanjung Pelepas on monday, 9th may 2011....nervous...what to wear, what to bring, whom should i report duty to..bla..bla..bla...all these questions popped up in my head recently...aiyoh...insyaallah..everything will be just fine...kan???

happy sunday people...tata...

p/s: my world has turned upside down...siang tido..malam bejage...must change this habit before i started my internship...hehe..

|Happy Me|

hye peeps...!!


my first paper is tomorrow which is Fluid Power...


i'm currently pushing myself to study harder...hehe


here's a picture for me n u guys to smile....happy study all....

* snack ketika study...nips, biskut beras, cheese crackers, roti ng tuna spread..=)

tata...=)

|starter|

hye peeps...

i've left my bloggy for quite a long time...

i think i want to start blogging again...

for starter...pic of my babies...=)

tata...

|hello|

hye peeps...

been very busy..got no time to update my bloggy..

quick update je la k...

epul da cihat kot..tp xsure ape yg sy rase...sb perasaan tu mcm ade balik la...

tempat utk internship still xdpt g...

projects smakin menghampiri dateline sume nye...

and, kemungkinan BESAR..ginger sy da pregnant...whoa...hehehe...

esok nk g kenduri kawin kt kajang..

dpt jumpe ng family...weee..

tata...

|a friend for lepat|

hye peeps...!!

almost a month, muffin had left us...sian kt lepat....lonely....so, i decided to buy him a partner....well..i found one for him..a girl of course.....and her name is, GINGER...my sis, syikin had chose her and named her...

hye people...i'm Ginger...ehehehe...

due2 da mcm bola...hehe...

lepat sgt bertimbang rase...die bnyk mengalah ng ginger wlaupn die terase tercabar ng kehadiran ginger...die cube nk tarik attention sy...die ade envy la ckit kot....but don't worry dear...i luv both of u....tade yg kurang, tade yg lebih....happy together k???

k peeps....2morrow will be going back to melaka...hope ginger will like her new home at melaka...=)

p/s: bought a packet of kuaci....just for lepat because he loves kuaci so much...hehe..

tata...

|him|

assalamualaikum..

hari ni da hari ketiga die kt hospital..still tade khabar berita dr die...sy anta message pn xreply...ape tah lg call....sy sgt risau....been having this bad feeling since this morning....xsedap ati...berdebar2....

tolong doakan kesihatan dia....

thanx for those who concerned...=)

|3 hours|

hye peeps...!!!

bru balik dr karaoke....3 jam menyanyi...n masih xckup..still dlm kete, menyanyi2 lagi...ahli2 band pada malan ini ade lah saye, farah, reyha, myn n jaja...kak ti tggal umah cb die xcihat...hehe...sy nyanyi mcm2 lagu..last ckali lagu m nasir...srikandi cinta ku....lgu hotel california ade...what i've done ade...dangdut, nasyid...sume ade...hehe...sakit tekak....menjerit bnyk...=)

sy cbnrnye, xberape tenang...tp sy kene tenangkn hati sy ng pegi menyanyi...cb bile sy cowg2, nnt sy tingat si die yg xleh kuar cpital lg....resah...risau...ntahla...tataw nk wat ape....

da la ari ni satu ari xpegi kelas...koko pn xpegi....ape nk jadik nih ain????wake up ain...mane boleh main2 nih...adoila....assignment xciap g..kuiz xctudy...haish...ain..ain....

tata...

|alhamdulillah..he's fine..|

hye peeps...!!

lepas sy post entry td...sy anta message kt kawan saye...farah....dan dgn secare ttbe nye, die ajak pegi seremban..melawat epul...sy terharu sgt2...ade kawan yg sgt memahami..mcm farah...tenkiu dear...=)

farah abih kije pukul 5...5 sharp die kuar tuh...pastu g topup touch n go kt petronas..kuar tol ayer keroh pkul 5.30....6.15 da smpai spital seremban tuanku jaafar tuh...hehe..laju x farah bwk??

citenye panjang...sy pn xlarat nk cite panjang..to cut it short....kami cilap hospital....hehe...rupenye hospital pakar seremban....bergegas la plak ke cane cb nk kejar mase melawat...alhamdulillah, waktu melawat hospital tuh cmpy pkul 9...die duk wad sri cempaka, tingkat 4...wad HDU...hehe...sy pn nmpk la die...duk atas katil..ng baju biru dan kain pepel....cimut pn pepel..hehe...alhamdulillah..lega cgt dpt tgk die...die ok je....tp tgn die ade la wire smbung ng monitor..actually, kat jari die...ehehe....tgk la blood pressure ng heart rate die....insyaallah...sok petang die da leh kuar...tp still ade satu g test esok...insyaallah...tade pape....=)

dlm pkul 8 lbih, kami pn balik...eh x...g mkan kt jusco seremban 2 dlu...pastu bru balik....bile da perjalanan balik, farah bwk slow je..80 km/h je....cesss....pemandu berkhemah kot...seat belt xpkai...adoi yai...hehe

papepn, time kacih bnyk2 kat farah dan kawan2 sy yg concern dan bertanye pasal epul...sy da ok...kurang kerisauan di hati sy....

sekian...tata...=)

|kerisauan di hati|

hye peeps...!!!

sy disini, bukanlah nk mencanang kisah hidup sy...tp sy nk meluahkan ape yg terbuku di hati...dgn bercerita disini, sy rase lega..wlaupn tak semua pn faham....

skarang, sy tgh risau...dari hari rabu lepas, die xsihat...da 2 kali amik darah...pastu mc, xpegi kije sb xsihat...alhamdulillah, die balik umah die dan mak die jage....die da bnyk kali mengadu sakit kepala dan xleh tido...tp xpasti ape puncanye....bile da dpt result, doc kate xckup mnum air...yg wat die sakit kepale, urat kt tengkuk die tegang (makcik megurut tu kate)...lepas tu, die da balik PD, die da kije semalam...alhamdulillah da sihat cket... 

tp hari ni, die kene pegi hospital lg...doc suh die scan kepala...sb die slalu sgt sakit kepala dan bile berjalan, die nk muntah....tghari td die message, die kene amik darah lg,  wat mri test, test saraf kepala n last skali scan kepala...bnyk betul test nye...hati sy yg xtenteram....klau la sy boleh temankan die...tp ttbe, skang ni doc tahan die kat wad...sb doc kate jantung die lemah tibe2...die kate result test die sume ok...doc tahan cb nk check jantung pulak....sy dpt berita nih...jantung sy yg lemah...2,3 ari gak la die kene tahan...die pn da xleh nk message..die da masuk wad....sy kene tggu bile die balik baru sy dpt taw pasal die...bile die call bgtaw die da masuk wad, sy cube berlagak cool...tp hati sy xtenang...sy risau...

sy risau pasal die...sy cube percayakn die bile die cakap dia tade pape...tp hati sy, mcmane pn ttp risau...insyaallah, die tade pape...mungkin mak die pn da taw...mungkin mak die dtg jage die....klau ade family die dtg jage, lega la hati sy wlaupun sikit....

bile jadi hal macam ni, baru la sy taw...die amat penting dalam hidup sy...sy tanak pape jadik kat die...saye nk die selamat....sy sayang die...

sekian...

tata..=(

|tata sunday..hye monday..|

hye peeps...!!

sekarang ni secare tepatnye da masuk ari isnin pun...hehe...tp sy nk bercerite pasal ari ahad....hihi...

ari ni, kak ti wat nacik goreng untuk lunch....cmalam kak ti wat bubur...(kak ti rajin kn???)....pastu di petang ari plak kami pegi pasar malam...ouh, kak ti je tggal umah..die sakit kaki..ape sebabnye??jap g saye cerite....kami berempat pegi pasar malam....sy ng myn bli roti john...reyha beli kebab n jaja beli laksa..kak ti plak nacik kerabu...alhamdulillah..kenyang..=)...xlupe, sy balikn sengkuang sebijik untuk lepat...hehe...td dlm pkul 11 lebih, kami mengeteh plak....biskut cicah air teh...hehe...

ari sabtu...tghari tu kak ti wat bubur...pastu petang plak kami serumah n azie g beriadah....kami g panjat bukit kat bukit beruang tuh....tinggi bukit nye...tp sebenarnye xla tinggi cgt tp jalan die curam la...penat la jugak nak naik...sy pancit la jugak....mmg lame kene duk berehat sb sy da pening2...sy mmg cpt pening kalau naik tmpat tinggi...sy pn xpaham kenape...tp alhamdulillah, akhirnye sy sampai jugak kt tmpat yg dituju....hehe....lame jugak lepak atas tuh...tgk melaka...tgk sunset la kononnye...ekeke...myn smpat lg bercanda ng apan die...apan ikut ckali...hehehe....trun dr bukit, kami g mnum kat kedai air buah.....mlm tu kak ti ckp, die nak naik bukit lg....tp hari ni da cakit kaki...kekekeke...

cmne kami nak naik broga hill ni kalau badan xfit....xde stamina...ape kite nk wt???da terlewat ke nk start bersukan balik????ade sedikit kekesalan dlm diri bile berhenti wat perkara tu sume....bile da berhenti, nk start balik mmg susah la....hehe...

k la...cmpai sini dlu....

tata...

|pada hari ini|

hye all..!!!

today, got 1 class only...fluid power at 10 a.m..after that, went to post office...nk pos resume utk internship lg...insyaallah..ade rezeki, dpt la...tp masih berharap pada tempat2 lain....=)...cbelum cmpai post office, pegi isi minyak dlu kat petronas ayer keroh height....ade excident kt jalan yg bertentangan...basikal ng hilux kot....basikal tu da terperosok masuk bawah hilux..tp alhamdulillah penunggang nye tade la cedera teruk...diowg setel tepi jalan..tp teruk la basikal tuh...pemandu kete tu mcm marah2 kt penunggang basikal tu...cian die....

lepas pos resume, sy ng kak ti pegi mydin..myn, reyha n jaja da ade kt sane...bli barang cket...tp mcm bnyk jugak..haish....hehe..yg pentingnye ckit..yg xpenting tu..gule2 la, chocolate la, biskut la...yg penting ubat gigi n berus gigi je...pastu ade air kotak la...hehe...lepas beli barang, g makan kt food court mydin...pertama kalinye sy makan nacik ayam...boleh la wlaupn xsetanding nacik ayam ibu...weeee....

petang plak, pkul 5 g men badminton...dewan bestari yg kami clalu pegi tu ttup hari ni..so, kami pegi kt dewan yg kat tasik ayer keroh tu....kt situ murah 2 hengget dr dewan bestari...court pn bnyk..besar dewannye...lampu pn xcakit mate cgt..ok la...hehe....balik dr main, g tgk budak2 laki main bola kt padang area tasik tu jugak....tgk kejap je la....pastu, g makan....sy ng myn share nacik goreng cine....xlapar pn tp makan la utk tahan malam nih....

k..tu je cite ari ni.....

tata...

p/s: i'm missing him....=(

|day 1|

hye peeps...!!

1 ari da berlalu tanpa message daripada dia...pkul 3.30 jap g genap 2 ari...i'm not happy about this...but this is something that i have to do..;(

nite2..

tata...

|hole in the heart|

dear all....

after had a long conversation with farah yesterday, so i took her advice...i told him i will not text or contact him until i fully recover from my 'sickness'....i need some time to think back what have i done...my heart really hurt and i feel like there's a hole in my heart when i told him i wanted some space...i'm not sure why i felt this way....he kept asking what are his mistakes...he wanted me to tell him what to do to make me, us happy again...and i told him, none of this happen because of him....he had done nothing wrong to me...me myself is the real big problem....i really do love him, but somehow i have this negative feelings...ain ni gile la....yup...i do think my self stupid n gile....sorry dear...i really do love you...i miss you...will you please wait for me???till i'm ready...i don't want to make the same mistake...please forgive me....

hearts,

me...

|boy|

dear boy....

i want u but i don't want u..

i luv u but i hate u..

i want u to call me but i don't want to talk to u..

i want u to text me but i don't want to reply..

in conclusion...i cannot describe how i feel..but all i know....u just make me angry, sad, tensed, furious and annoyed...just give me some time...i need to calm down...chill....relax....

i feel like i want to cry....

i feel like i need your shoulder to lean on...

i feel like i'm crazy...

i feel like i'm selfish and stubborn...

i feel like i'm a stupid girl for doing this to u...

u don't understand me...so do i....

p/s: kisah benar..

|the blue bag's gone|

hye peeps...!!

alhamdulillah..pkul 8 td sy selamat cmpai di melaka...hehe..sy nek bas pukul 5 dr johor..hehe...cik farah dtg amik sy di MC...tenkiu....

sy balik dgn report yg xciap...hehe...kononnye nk wat kat umah..sy buat..tp xciap sepenuhnye...ni pn bru lepas ciapkn..tp xjugak ciap sume...ade g 2 soalan xreti nk wat...esok nk tgk budak2 lain punye...hehe..bukan nk tiru..nk wat contoh je...hehe

pinggang sy cgt sakit...tataw la kenape...da la dlm bas td xbest...naik bas delima...bas da lame punye..seat double2....xslesa la ckit..nk tdo pn malu2 cb duk cblah cowg pakcik...hehe...terganggu perjalanan sy...tp dlm bas td, kebanyakannye warga tua...xla tua sgt2 tp pangkat pakcik and makcik la...hehe...sy tcilap nek bas ke???hehe...depan sy, tpi2 sy, blkang sy sume pakcik n makcik...hehe..adoila...

smpai MC td, sy mengintai2 la bag yg sy nak tuh...hari tu tgk warne biru da tade...td tgk lagi...mmg tggal warne kelabu n hitam je..biru tu da tade.....mcmane nih???skang sy tgh pkir nk amik ke x kaler kelabu tuh..tp sy still terbayang2 yg kaler biru tuh....xbaik nk menyesal..bnde da lepas...tp mungkin, da susa utk sy carik bag tu lg...haish...melepas da...hehe..

 k la...sy nk main game plak...time utk rehat2 kn mate n badan....

tata....

|sy balik johor|

hye peeps..!!

alhamdulillah..pkul 6 ptg sy camat cmpy di larkin sentral...ibu amik sy...kputusan last minute nk balik mmandangkan kelas tade ari jumaat...weekend yg pjg...hehe...sy bawak balik lepat...letak die dlm kotak kasut...tebuk lubang dgn bnyknye supaye die xlemas...hehe..naik je bas, sy ttdo...tp ckejap je tdo cb sy kcian kt lepat...gegar2 die xleh tdo....da la cejuk....bgulung je die...pastu tenggelam dlm abuk2 kayu die...hehe...

da mcuk dlm kete, bru sy pasan..kotak tu basah..air mnum die tumpah cb gegaran yg kuat...pastu sy ajk ibu g pet store..nk beli ball utk die....nk cari bekas utk letak die jgk...pegi tesco bukit indah....pet store tu cgt besh...name kdy die the pet family...sy da ade membership card die..nnt dpt discount...weeee..mcm2 ade...seronok kt kedai tuh...last ckali, sy beli cage bru utk lepat, habuk kayu tu satu packet ng ball...n harge die g murah dr kdy yg sy beli lepat...pas ni nk bli kt kedai ni je...hehe..species yg same cm lepat pn ade..tp tggu len kali plak la...hehe...

ckrg die tdo je....keletihan kot duk dlm bas 3 jam....die comey cgt....hehe....sy pn pnat jgk nih...hehe.....nk tdo dlu...

k..tata...

|screwed up|

hye peeps...!!

emotionally : unstable

physically   : in pain

sy asyik mengeluarkn kata2 yg xspatutnye kpd teman2 dan kawan2 dan sahabat2....di sini, sy mitak maaf di atas keterlanjuran sy....terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata badan binasa....sy terlalu memikirkan bende yg xsepatutnye dipikirkn...sy terlalu sensitif dgn keadaan sekeliling...sy terlebih emotional...walaupun sy da cube untuk tidak....itulah SAYA...kalau sesiapa berada disituasi sy, anda akan mengerti walaupn ada diantara anda akan cakap, 'ah...bende tu remeh..'...sb bg sy, bende tu bukan remeh....harap maklum...

sy jugak nk mitak maaf kt sowg kawan sy..sy xsedar die tgh melalui 'mourning period'....sy rase mcm sy barney dan kawan sy tuh robin...sape yg tgk how i met your mother season 5 mesti taw...barney xsensitif ng robin yg tgh melalui mourning period....maafkan sy sb sy tak tahu...andai sy tahu lebih awal, sy akan elakkan sehabis boleh dr bercerita ttg bnde yg akan menyedihkan hati dia....

memandangkang sy terlalu penat, cerita kita berhenti smpai disini....

sekian...tata....

p/s: hari ni serius...tiada huruf 'c'...harap maklum...

|breakfast roti papan|

hye peeps...!!!

sy xdpt pikir nk buh tajuk ape...hehe..hari ni bermule ng bgun lewat..lpas bgun subuh, sy set alarm bgun pkul 8.45 pagi...nk taw kenape???cb sy ingt ari ni kelas pkul 10....ish...alhamdulillah ade kak ti yg rajin ketuk pintu bilik sy...hehe....pagi ni kelas pkul 9 la....pegi2...tggu2...ISO ckp 15 mnit klu lecturer xdtg, leh balik....tggu2 cmpy la pkul 9.20....kami pn decide nk blah dr situ tp bukan balik cb nnt pkul 11 ade lg kelas kt situ...g breakfast kt malim..mkn roti canai cdap gak pagi2 nih....sy spt biase, roti papan...hehe

kami berlima pn menapak la ke malim....budak2 umah sy la....mase kami bjalan, ade g yg stay...suke ati diowg la...ktorg nk g mkn....tgh lepak2 kt kdy tuh, ttbe dtg budak group 2 ckp lecturer kami da dtg...erk...tade sape pn inform...cmpy ati dowg kn???lepas byr, kami pn bgerak balik ke fasa b...time tu la jamal bru msg bgtaw ade kelas....nacib baik jamal ingt kn ktorg..time tu da pkul 10....bukan salah kami pn...lecturer tu dtg lmbat...da cmpy dpn pntu kelas, rmy pulak yg da mcuk...segan da nk macuk dlm kelas....nmpk cgt dowg sume taw mmg ade kelas....even diowg pegi breakfast pn cmpy lg cpt dr kami...maknenye diowg taw dr awl....mmandangkn da malu, kami pn lepak kt surau cmpy pkul 10.50....pastu bgerak mnuju ke kelas utk subjek pkul 11...wat tataw je la..bukan salah kami....hehe....

ptg plak, pkul 2 - 3 ade kelas...pas abih kelas, sy ng kak ti pegi mydin....kak ti bli brg cket pastu lapar plak....makan dlu b4 balik....kak ti punye purse ade dlm beg yg die da pas kt myn..knon2nye mls bwk beg g mydin....bile call myn, diowg g mkn kt mamak KS....jadik ng selambenye kami ke mydin tanpe lesen...hehe....

bile balik, sy seperti biase..akan berbual2 ng lepat sy....mct die tencen dpt rumate mcm sy...wat bcing je...xbg die tdo.....hehe...jap g kul 8 nk g men bdminton.....cmggu da tggl bdminton nih, ade kah sy masih buleh main???hehe...

tata...

|InternshiP|

hye peeps..!!!

merujuk perkara di atas...sy, masih kerisauan...kerana xdpt mane2 offer lagi....erk....waaaa...cmne nih..mase semakin suntuk...nervous nye..klu xdpt mane2 cmne???susa cgt nk carik tmpat praktikal ni kenape???kenape company2 tu tanak sy????adekah silap sy cb xwat follow up?????ni da masuk bulan 2....bulan 4 da kene pastikan sume settle......jenuh nk mencarik nih.....huuuaaargggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

sekian....

hehe..=)